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As an 11 inch hard dildo is inserted up my rectum, I am sat in a corner full weight upon it. My arms are pulled behind me tightly and tied at the wrist, then pulled even tighter around and tied in the front., my balls are tied and pulled from behind, the other end of the rope is then attached to my head pulling it back. I am then sat in the corner full weight upon the dildo inside me pushing it painfully up, my legs are spread uncomfortably and tied to each wall. My nipples are clamped and tied to each wall as well. I am gagged so that I can't scream from the unbearable pain I am in. My nipples are clamped and tied to each wall as well, I now can't move an inch in any direction, just solidly still against the walls in the corner. My fingers are taped so that I can't even move them, I am now in a precarious position, quivering in intense pain, my body shaking uncontrollably. I can look only up as my head is pulled back, up to see who stands above me, watching me, gloating, looking down at her captive, her entertainment for the night. I am helpless, and in the worst pain imaginable, only it has just begun for me. What happens next is entirely up to you. My only way of communication is by blinking my eyes. If anyone can do this, can bring this little fantasy to fruition, ( it is my first and oldest fantasy ), if anyone can do this for me/ to me, I will be your slave,..... I will be your slave. You can sell me, rent me, loan me, or never have to touch me again, as long as you do one thing. . . . ? Force down my throat your excrement in this precarious position, I have always said to myself, if a woman does this to me, ( since I was sixteen, I have said this ), and I hold it true to this day, I will be truelly owned.. period.. Not maybe,... But PERIOD....I will be owned, and from that moment forward will do all blindly that is demanded of me. I know that in this day and age everyone has seen such things on the net, but when I was sixteen, 1976, I came to make this pact within myself, and haven't found a woman that has or will. The pact still remains open until it gets fulfilled, I don't care if you are black, huge, white, petite, Asian, indian, Mexican, old or young. If you enjoy... if you want.... something like this,.... I believe we might both find paradise in our mutual roles, This is just my sickness, my true desire, my urge, something that I have wanted for all my life, and now I.... I....AM ON THIS SITE AND SEVERAL OTHERS SEEKING. Be the first, for like I said, I don't care what you look like, or who you are, if you are a woman... and can and will do this to/for me, I will sign over my rights as a human. I will belong to you the second your body excrement becomes one.... with me/inside me. I really have a strong desire for black women.

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Appearance

EthnicityCaucasian / White
National heritageAmerican
BuildAthletic / toned
Height180 cm
Eye ColorHazel
Hair ColorBlack
Hair LengthShort
Facial HairGoatee
Best featureChest
Body ArtVisible tattoo
Health ConditionNo special condition
Endowment (length)Average
Endowment (width)Average
CircumcisedYes
My AttractivenessUnattractive

Situation

Relationship StatusSingle
Has childrenNo children
Wants kidsYes
Housing SituationThere is no noise
Living ArrangementsAlone
Wants to RelocateYes
AvailabilityAnytime / Anyplace
Has a carYes

Education & Employment

EducationHigh school Diploma - GED or equivalent
SpecialtyFood / Catering
Employment StatusFull-time
Annual incomeup to $25,000
Job Titlecook

Looking For

I prefer:Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Great skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Power, Flirtatiousness, Wit, Thoughtfulness
My perfect matchsomeone that ... someone ... somebody/anybody that can help me keep this under control.
Our first datechemistry

BDSM Preferences

I'm turned on byUnsure / New to this lifestyle, A combination of all, Sadism / Masochism (S&M), Bondage / Discipline (B&D), Domination / Submission (D&S)
My role isSubmissive
I am seekingA lifetime relationship (LTR)
I live the lifestyleOnly when I can
Experience levelIntermediate
My most pleasurable encounter wasask

Fetishes

FetishesOther

Sexual Activities

Night life:Night clubs, Fetish clubs, Dungeon clubs, Raves, Intimate gatherings in my home, Regular Bars, Movies, Munches

Sexual Interests

CybersexNo, I need the real thing
Oral Sex isMy favorite
Anal sex isNever tried it
Sex toys:Butt plugs/probes, Cock ring, Dildos/Vibrators, Strap-ons
Size matterYes, definitely
"Off Limits":death and/or disappearance.

Sexual Fantasies

Sexual fantasytotal bondage, 24/7, serving first as a toilet while being tortured, pain/pain/pain until I crack. pain until I do not believe anything else will happen except for pain, and it won't take long for me to beg/plead to be anything/do anything to please my mistress/owner. signing a lifetime contract in which I can be rented, sold, loaned or given away, to anyone, even a master, it doesn't matter, after I have ingested excrement from my beloved, nothing will matter because I will have achieved my lifes goal.
Fantasy locationDark alley
Fantasy sex partner:A cruel/evil/sadistic/unmerciful woman that could actually pull this off, and enjoy it. if I were kept as a toilet, then I could be what I have always dreamt of being. a heavy set black woman, who would take me to munches and strap me in the mens restroom to be used as a toilet, while she had the time of her life, I would be sucking piss out of the dicks a line of men all night and silently screaming for mercy, in which I never receive, as she is amused. worse/worse/worse scenarios are playing in my mind right now.

Femdom Preferences

I like to wear:Other
Ideal session:to be immediately taken over, no ifs / ands/ or buts/, I am collared from the minute my stupid ass signs the contract, my fingers are broken, a 9 inch dildo is tied down my throat, I am trained by a master to suck a dick deepthroat until I no longer gag, and beat by him until my lesson is learned, in which I am trained afterwards to swallow whole my mistresses excrement.
Ultimate femdom fantasy:As an 11 inch hard dildo is inserted up my rectum, I am sat in a corner full weight upon it. My arms are pulled behind me tightly and tied at the wrist, then pulled even tighter around and tied in the front., my balls are tied and pulled from behind, the other end of the rope is then attached to my head pulling it back. I am then sat in the corner full weight upon the dildo inside me pushing it painfully up, my legs are spread uncomfortably and tied to each wall. My nipples are clamped and tied to each wall as well. I am gagged so that I can't scream from the unbearable pain I am in. My nipples are clamped and tied to each wall as well, I now can't move an inch in any direction, just solidly still against the walls in the corner. My fingers are taped so that I can't even move them, I am now in a precarious position, quivering in intense pain, my body shaking uncontrollably. I can look only up as my head is pulled back, up to see who stands above me, watching me, gloating, looking down at her captive, her entertainment for the night. I am helpless, and in the worst pain imaginable, only it has just begun for me. What happens next is entirely up to you. My only way of communication is by blinking my eyes. If anyone can do this, can bring this little fantasy to fruition, ( it is my first and oldest fantasy ), if anyone can do this for me/ to me, I will be your slave,...... I will be your slave. You can sell me, rent me, loan me, or never have to touch me again, as long as you do one thing. . . . ? Force down my throat your excrement in this precarious position, I have always said to myself, if a woman does this to me, ( since I was sixteen, I have said this ), and I hold it true to this day, I will be truelly owned.. period.. Not maybe,... But PERIOD....I will be owned, and from that moment forward will do all blindly that is demanded of me. I know that in this day and age everyone has seen such things on the net, but when I was sixteen, 1976, I came to make this pact within myself, and haven't found a woman that has or will. The pact still remains open until it gets fulfilled, I don't care if you are black, huge, white, petite, Asian, indian, Mexican, old or young. If you enjoy... if you want.... something like this,.... I believe we might both find paradise in our mutual roles, This is just my sickness, my true desire, my urge, something that I have wanted for all my life, and now I.... I....AM ON THIS SITE AND SEVERAL OTHERS SEEKING. Be the first, for like I said, I don't care what you look like, or who you are, if you are a woman... and can and will do this to/for me, I will sign over my rights as a human. I will belong to you the second your body excrement becomes one.... with me/inside me. I really have a strong desire for black women.